Remember when the words used to overtake you? It was all you could do to get them out.

Was it?

It felt so natural then, perhaps it is that that I miss.

Now I feel pretentious.

Maybe now I just think too fast.

I used to feel like I was two people. Maybe in some weird way I was. I left one of them behind.

I wish the leaving didn't feel so cold turkey.

I know it wasn't.
I let go slowly.

But it wasn't slow enough.







Sometimes the lack of sadness feels like a void.